Mom's bdae...

Well, wasn't a great big celebration, but i'm glad i got mom some presents and a poem i wrote for her :) Hmm in other news, i had another happy happy day..., Now i wish i'd joined the SAF arts and drama school... sigh... oh well...

Random Thot...

I wonder why people even bother to waste their time and money on drugs, beer and smoking, when there're so many greater things to get addicted to haha... Music for one thing, I could jus jam with the people i click with for a whole day, so what if i can't hear well after? So what if i laugh till i can't really breathe all tt well, sing till my throat hurts? It jus feels great. Hmm i admit i'm not addicted to smoking or drinking or drug abuse, but i AM addicted to reading and music...I jus can't get enuff of them. I came to this revelation today in camp :) Had a smile on my face the whole day cos of this extra 'chore'... to be in a band for OC evening... To sing... :P The grp of us were excused from everything, and jus told to practice :) and basically, we jammed... Even though i ended up teaching almost everyone the different ways of playing the song, best part was i only heard that song last week from someone else in the band...(they couldn't figure out the chords and the timing.. i had to play the drums and fiddle with almost every instrument to get them the notes they needed to play) But i managed to touch every instrument, had a special time with each and every single one of them :) and played all of them :) Fantastic fantastic day, wasn't boring at all, and tho i should be tired, i'm not, I jus wanna practice somemore :) Haiz, i still miss choir lots, i'm not sure anyone can understand how i feel abt music... It's jus simply, order in a chaotic world :)


"Kryptonite" by 3 Doors Down

I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah
I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be
Something to do with you
I really don’t mind what happens now and then
As long as you’ll be my friend at the end
If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be
There a-holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite
You called me strong, you called me weak,
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head,
If not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground
If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well,
Will you be there holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite
Yeah!!
If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be there
Holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite

Superman (Five for fighting)

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

(Superman, is tt who i aspire to be? Cos i can really understand this song)