Slowly going insane

I believe I might be slowly goin insane in NS. I am starting to lose my temper at the small things, say things I don't mean to the people I have no grudges against. Haiz, seriously speaking, I have the impression that doing my National Service is slowly but surely sucking my lifeforce away. I really don't know what to do, should I stick to my original goals? Be a nice guy, a fully Christian one, and just take it lying down. Or be my father's son. I'm normally a nice guy who just likes to help out, but it doesn't exclude the fact that due to my father's work I have been needed to act as a leader to people very different and much older than me. I seldom just take insults or vulgarities well... Haiz, see how things go.. If i'm pushed too far, I'll just go into auto mode again.. that might be best...