Saturday, December 29, 2007

Random Thoughts

- I like sports more thn I should
- Bowling is really interesting
- I have no life
- Merry christams and happy new year to everyone
- I have no idea which jes it is in the chat box below... either jestyn, jeslyn or jessica... ah well
- Having no internet doesn't really suck as much as I thought, (p.s., I'm in my aunt's house now)
- Have FF7 will disregard internet (FF7 is more fun than playing on the internet)
- note to self: do not reinterpret previous statement into playing with self more fun than playing with others
- oh damn
- on another note why do I have more calls from waterloo when i'm NOT in waterloo, and more calls from singapore when I AM in waterloo???
- does not bode well for my phone bill
- I miss people I shall not mention, actions of futility are the theme of last year... this year should be different
- might be different
- hopefully different
- well a guy can dream can't he?
- as long as it isn't a wet dream...
- bleah
- Wo zhen de bu yuen yi jiang wo xin li zhui xiang shuo de shi, ying wei jiang le tai duo chi hui ying xiang jie guo.
- ok enuff rambling, gonna go bowling
- with old foggies
- good for bullying
- on another random note i won 80 bucks in mahjong from my relatives so far..
- I really should cut down... they might get angry :P


Shaun

Friday, December 07, 2007

4.23am

It's now 4.23am and have spent the last 6 hours or so studying, I can't really remember when I started.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I know I'm not someone who is depressive. As in people who know me, know that I am smiling most of the time. Then why do I feel so melancholic or depressive at times? Do I have just cause or am I just stupid as I tell so many people. I don't know. I'm beginning to realize I don't know myself as well as I thought. Neither do I have any idea what people think of me or what image I give of myself. At least I know I am image conscious.

Sigh... Who am I to want to heal the ills of my friends, to comfort my friends, to save them? I can't even help myself, don't even know how to...

Who knows who I am? God only knows I'm sure, but He's definitely decided He's gonna keep His own counsel, and leave me in the dark. Year 14 of looking for who I am and failing...
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Who Am I by Casting Crowns

Verse:
Who am I? That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I? That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way, of my ever wondering heart,
Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done, but because of who You are


CHORUS:
I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling, Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am,
I am Yours.


Verse 2:
Who am I? That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love, and watch me rise again,
Who am I? That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain, and calm the storm in me,
Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done, but because of who You are

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Daft Punk - Around The World

I don't know why i like this vid so mych but i do.... lol, Daft Punk forever!