Wednesday, June 04, 2008

~the broken voice~

I think it's really gone for good... my original voice seems to be gone forever... It's been one and a half months and I am still unable to sing the range I'm used to... I still lose my voice when I don't focus on speaking, I still struggle to be in tune when I sing the little bit I CAN sing...

sigh it makes me want to cry some days... being in the choir were the best days of my life, and now i can't even re-live those dreams, i can't... i can't dream anymore...

it's also been so long since I talked to xiao mei... i miss her a lot, but she refuses to talk to me...

i just really want to cry... even though i'm a guy...

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