Hey thanks everyone for your concern and stuff. After spending almost a full day of prayer yesterday I believe I have found myself once more. No I am still sick, but I have realized I do not need the gifts God gave me and took away to serve Him. I had spent most of my life without the gift of music and had come to take it for granted after God bestowed a talent for music in me. I realize serving Him in my utmost capacity is what He wants, not to give him a high level of worship, but to give Him my best level of worship.
I feel much better, nothing has been solved, I'm not feeling any better, but by the grace of God I now understand. I have always been myself, I only need give my best eevn on my lowest days, and Jesus will lift my graces the rest of the way. Feel so much better internally at least.
Footprints in the Sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?�
The Lord replied,
The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.
Thank you Lord
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