Thursday, May 01, 2008

Here i am

so here I am at my friend's place. i'd intended to help him pack up as he is supposed to go home the next day. instead he is sleeping in bed with xiao mei and i am left here watching a movie i'm not crazy about.

why do i like her so much, why do the small things she does always seem to hurt so much. she claims she is as close to me as she is to him, but it's clearly not true... i should be resigned to this... i've been dumped so many times in the past, but somehow this time it is different... it hurts so much... somedays I wish I were never born. I feel unloved and stupid...

1 comment:

KAZE.first said...

Dude, I feel for you, man.
*sigh* What a life...