First thing in the morning

I wake up, yell at my sis to hurry up and jus rush abt doin stuff haha... Managed to get my hair cut, went to the doc to get more meds and ended up in Serangoon Gardens with my maid... I finally thot of something today, abt myself, maybe the reason y i'm like this is cos i want to feel like i'm apreciated and needed. And when no one needs me, or when everyone is self-sufficient i get depressed, read abt a character like tt once... Lol, I dunno lah, all i noe is that i'm trying to understand myself, but simply can't... Will continue to introspect myself lol cheers :P